sudden urge

ARGH!
tml is kinda a big day for des & me and i'm feeling damn F*ed up for no reason.
PMS explains the no-reason i guess.

anyway, linz is back from Europe!!
*GROAN*
i wanna go there too! hmmp!

recently ppl around me seems to be visiting europe.
take xiaxue, the famous blogger for an example.
damn it these ppl!
take so many nice shots of that wonderful place, as if i'm goin on a virtual trip.
and shut up anyone who has been there and wanna boast about how great u were when u visited there.
still, love 'em for making me feel i've made the right choice on keeping my decision to visit Europe!

i wanna migrate to australia too! when i've the MONEY!
uRgh.
staying is singapore is so stressful where everyone around u is snatching the little pie with u.
but migrating means to say gdbye to friends and family, as i'm gonna stay there for good.

seriously, i'm attracted to the western culture although the furthest and most visited place is shanghai. pathetic.

since young, i've told my parents i wanna go australia to study after my Os.
even made a promise with my primary sch friend, Joyce, to go Australia together to take up course and be a verterinarian in future.

in the end, joyce did make it to Australia and she is now murdoch college.
Glad for her, though i'm not sure what course she is taking. but her parents are the big shots of the hair company, pivot point Singapore.
mayb that explains her parents can afford her to go Australia to study.
On the other hand, i'm stuck Singapore, in singapore Poly, taking up multimedia with nothing gotta do with 4-legged animals!

so, visiting Europe is one of my wishes and staying in Australia is what i hope for.



kinda vent out my frustration now.. tummy aching mildly..
hope tml turns out well..

i hate to see the previous post.
it reminds me of my dream, of what happened in the dream.
and when des asked about it, i've to tell him cox i cant bear to keep such things to myself.
i hate to explains what happened cox it means to rmb what happened again in that dream.
i swear i'd faced the reality, got him outta my life, but sometimes, things just don't work out!


off for cold shower to cool myself down..