this is bad. [Part I]

bad day, bad decision, bad life.. everything's bad.


after delayed for 15 days, at last i felt blood gushing out this late mornin..
it was a total of 45 days since my last period..
hell~

my maid told me when it's delayed, e cramp'll get very very pain..
indeed, it was very very pain. i woke up to change and shower @ e same time, who noes i almost fainted.



finally, i experienced what it is like to have stars above my head, the blurness that tv drama always show. i can stil rmb it vividly til now..
anyway, crawl back to my bed aft the shower, hid under the covers and pain engulfed me for a whole half hr.. by then, i felt cold sweat even though i juz showered and e aircon was in full blast.

Panadol-menstrual came to my rescue!
it took some time before it actualli works.. and the some time was actualli the half hr i was suffering..

also got my maid to buy honeystar cornflakes for me.. xian once told me that chewing helps relax muscles and make my cramps less pain.

so i did as wad she said.
for e next one hour after my maid return wif a big packet of honeystars, i was chewing non-stop on bed.
after that one hour, i went back to slp again.

this is the first day. i believe 2nd day is always a floodin day for me. uRgh.