almost 5 hours of oc

cant believed it..
we actualli did near to 5 hrs of oc when we were given onli initially 2 hrs..
din attend gdit lecture & tutorial as a result..
but tis wk, i realli hope to attend gdit..

e presentation...
i dun think i did well.. time was insufficient.. so juz scrape thru everythin..
everyone was clappin after i finished the video clip and so, i din managed to conclude..

fatigue.
it's wad i'm experiencing..
literally dragged myself home today..
along the way was starvin like hell dat i can feel myself faintin anytime..
carryin a big bag and my precious laptop, squeezin in transportation in peak hour, bright & hot evening sun.. large crowds which i detest most..
it certainly makes my mood foul..

loneliness.
it's wad i'm experiencin these few days..
i need a man!
someone to help me carry my heavy stuff on my way home..
someone to company me for dinner when i crave for food..
someone who'll lend me his shoulders so i can slp throughout the train journey..
someone who'll juz hug me tight and stress'll go away..
someone who'll return me my smile...

i'm not feeling good..
desmond chua is away for sch camp..
good timing eh..
i dun care much now..
stomach is bloated cox i gobbled up my dinner..
yearn for a slp.. a long slp..
cant wait for these 2 wks to end..

this wk end, gonna devote myself to gems..
i promise..
kinda bored of assignmts, assignmts & assignmts..
i feel myself sloggin hard for assignmts yet effort is not paid..
feeling sorry for pl & myself..


"...一定是我不够好, 所以你才想要逃..
逃到天涯和海角, 躲在别人的怀抱..
你能不能 不管过得好不好..
不要故意躲开不让我知道..."

this is 爱海滔滔 by 陈浩民...
has been playin this song repeatedly in my laptop for wks..
loving the song esp e lyrics..
so touching..

p.s. set ur encodin to UNICODE(UTF-8) to read the cl words properly..