baD & bad.

finally, my LOA was approved on wEd..
collected it yesterday..
keke..
feelin mixed feelings though..
got a strong feeling my sch work is gonna be a burden..
imagine, 1 week not attendin sch..
a week can learn alot of stuff..
plus i'm not bright..
gOd~ abit regret goin for 7days trip instead of 4 days..
money can be earned back again but not e time..
moreover, having 2nd thoughts abt pursuin teachin guzheng as my future career..
i noe i cant do it very well..
anyway, e tot of guzheng'll sunk my mood..
so, i shall tok less about it..
approved LOA, means can skipped class more often! keke..
=p

added 2 tickers in my blog..
tot it was fine and interesting..
in e end it turned out quite bad..
cox of my frog prince blogskin..
anyway, when i changed a new skin, everythin'll be fine..
keke..
bear wif e untidiness guys!

des told me weiting & weitai're back together.. keke..
glad for dem..
=)
was wonderin..
if i happens to be a r'ship when e guy wans me to patch back,
would i?
definitely a no!
i dunno how e other think la, but for me, i dun like it..
once it's over, it's time to hav a new beginnin..
i'll sure to feel awkward if i'm back wif my same guy..
somemore, in e first place if we chose to separate,
it means this r'ship is meaningless and shouldnt drag on..
feelings fade and hard to come back..
i feel it this way..
tis topic sounds sensitive.. hope readers're not offended..
anyway, 2++yrs r'ship is hard to come by..
seeing some of my frenx attached and happy, i am happy too..
someone is there to share e love i'd from their guys/girls..
keke..
on e contrary, if i'm single, i'll prefer seein 'single' frenz..
haha.. at least i wont feel so odd..
ok, dats for IF i was single..

i did a terrible thing today..
juz wanna say a sorry, din mean to lie..
keke..
guess u noe le oso dun care much, will laugh @ me instead..
keke.. so i WONT say wad izit, juz a sorry will do..
=p
it doesnt affects u, i'm juz havin a guilty conscious.. keke..

weekends comin..
i dun like it..
movie prices're high, shopping areas're crowded..
monday'll come after sunday..
which means i'm gonna've e boring gems lesson..

dun feel like workin..
i wanna be like ordinary girls, goin out during weekends happily..
i dun spend alot so w/O e xtra income i can stil survive..
i rather go beach enjoy takin pics than workin,
feelin as if i'm leadin a meaningless life..
mimi agreed wif me..
she finds i'm like slogging for dem..
is dat so? i dunno..
i used to giv in to dem, do wadeva they asked me to do..
but now, i'm tired and lazy of it..
even if i'm workin, i wanna work wif challenges..
dats wad a sagittarian aspires..
moreover, e pay is realli pathetic..
i understand regardin e low pay..
but juz grumblin a few sentence or two la..

tingx asked me wanna work @ e american club this winter camp anot..
2 weeks..
daMN.
she's tempting me!
hmmp!
i've school and she jolly well noe i gonna miss this opportunity again!
sunken my mood further..

enuff of my nonsense today..
feeling so sick..
dun wanna go work tml oso cant..


dun enjoy tis kinda life..