bOred and vexed

troubled.

dats why i'm here..

hOliday doesn't seems nice to me anyway..
at least dats wad i'm thinkin now..

tml is e 1st day of 1b23 cHalet..
lookin forward to it yet shan last min say mite not be goin..
haix..
anyway, i'm goin.. =)
bringin des and rOcky too..
keke..
since i paid 15 bucks and
wont be stayin overnite and eatin alot,
i'm bringin my 'eaters'!
haha..

i'm gettin sick of her look..
her frowned face, smileless look turns me down..
noe she's troubled by lotsa business stuff..
but sometimes i realli wonder, why cant she be like others' mom?

stayin @ hm she'll gif me dat kind of look..
do tis and dat oso wrong..
went out to avoid her look,
yet she grumbled about dat..
vexed.

i dun've high expectations about her..
not dat she everytime break her promise..
is i noe dat she dun've e time and energy to carry them out..
tried to get family happiness from others' family..
but she doesnt seemed to understand wad my thinkin is..
i dun pin high hopes of goin out shoppin or an outin..
never at all..
at least juz smile when at hm?

i noe she's more capable and righteous then others' moms..
but i seems to feel others're more happy wif their mom than i do..

ArGh, forget it..

tml's chalet day..
early mornin goin des's hse to fetch rocky..
keke..
hope tml'll turn out beta!
oh btw, tml've my frOg prince show..
kekeke..

yesterday went out wif shan awhile..
aft dat went to watch movie wif des..
dUkes of haZzard..
not bad.. quite funny..

sunday went to dogfarm..
bought rocky's food..
damn, it's alot..
can survive him til 2007..
haha..
oso got free gift for him..
a bandana cOllar..
looks handsome on him..

oh, tml hopefully he can wear dat collar to the chalet..
keke...