watched my vampire show aft my guzHeng lesson..
onli watched 2 vcds and it's already near to midnite..
keke..


dunno why suddenly feeling so relieved and loved..
realised it's the people around me dat makes me feel so..
having so much fun wif my frenx..
my sExy 3, my 3 best pals, wanting, eD, shan....


i'm gEtting sick of my lifestyle now..
even more sick of those itChy rashes..
ppl around me dun seemed to care, why shOuld i bother?


rocky's very pale and can die anytime i guess..
it's a pity he's sucha a young fellow..
juz hoping his body is strong enuff to fight against the bacteria..
saw how anxious des looked when rocky was having injection,
when e doc told us if rocky's too weak, he can die...


juz some sudden flashblacks..
guess my situation is far more worse than des..
my dOg isn't that sporty as rocky..
she is a maltese..
or rather, she WAS.


it was the same clinic - Mt. Pleasant Animal Hospital..
i was 12-13 i guess..
the surgeon weigh her 7-8kg..
she's got cancer and gum disease that were incurable..
all we can do is to see her counting her remainin days and die..
dad & sis were oso there..
i din cry out when e surgeon said dat..
i juz weeped my tears silently..
it was in room1 i still rmB..
i carried her all the way to the lorry,
we took the ride home silently..


i'm grateful to god dat he made her missing..
mayb he know i'm too weak to juz see my dog die..
one evening, when girl girl took a walk herself to relieve,
a police car drove passed and carried her away.....


she is the onli and last doggie i've always'd..
she never ever pee indoors, afraid dat i'll get scolded from my mom..
she'll rather endure the whole door,
until evening time den relieve herself outside..
she loves the tickling on her belly as she roll her back on the floor..
she NEVER back unless u stepped on her paws or tail..
she loves to run about aft her shower..
likes to eat wadeva we're eating..


alrite, dats the part..


if u're reading this, and u're rearing a doggie,
please get urself clear!
a dOg is not a pig!
u dun own a dog to eat wadeva u eat..
dog does not need to wear shoes!
u're onli wasting money for buying those stupid shoes..
wad are paws for?
i guess it's made up of the most incredible material
that after so much runnin, it juz doesnt tear..


i hate to see ppl treat dogs as human babies!
they wont pee even if u're making those 'shh-ing' sound!


if u tink u accidentally given wrong food to e dog,
and naively tot it'll juz pass out wif its bowel,
den try eating orange skin and cOtton wool soaked wif milk urself !!



tHanx for ur time.