a tribute to my ah gOng

i'm in tEars now.. it is 543am.. i've beEn awake since 213am..
i heard him screamin for breath, inhaling every buBble of oxygen he can take in in my living rOom while i was on my bEd..
i was afraid.. he scared me in tis way.. i've never seen him in such agony be4..
sLowly, his crying ventured away down e stairs, den to e ambulance..
in e rEd-and-wHite vehicle, dats where he ended his last breathe...

my aunts and uncLes came, brought my ah ma and whole family to hOugang, where my grandparents' realli live.. now left me and my dad @ hm, til 8plus den jOIn dem...


when i was 4, i made it to e nursery.. everyday aft sCh, it was him who fetched me hm.. we'd pass by a mama sHop, and he'll buy me and my sis ice-cream.. when i was in kindergarten and my sis in nursery, e same thing happened every aftnoon...

when i've grown older, almost every nite, he'll bring us to eat rOti prata as supper.. dats why til now i'm stil usually having roti prata as my supper.. den sOmetimes in e nite, he'd offer to let his cup of milk to me, or even made another cup for me.. tis explians why he was so diff from other old ppl.. he can even walk faster than me as normal pace.. he was taller than me.. dats all becOx of e every nite's milk..

i realli adore him..

i wan my bOnes to be as strong as his..

a pity is dat he quit smOking onli in recent years.. is smOkin dat makes him eat those stuPid medication.. hence result him to hav a wEak heart and problems in hearing..

he lOves to eat beDok ba chor mee.. nasi lemak.. my hse's nearby's kuey chap.. and many more which i cant tink of rite now.. drink condensed milk every nite.. watch tv til late at nite.. go walk walk himself around his and my nEighbourhood...

cOme to tink of it, his death is realli suDden..
7 hrs ago he was sittin by e sOfa, watching tv happily when i reached hm,
6 hrs ago he was cHecking on me in my room and askin me to go to bEd,
and 3 hrs ago he was totally gone.. sOb..

--- all gOne due to heart attack.. ---

rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

not goin sChool today.. gotta attend funeral stuff...
sorry to wanting and Qisheng for not being abled to help u guys in filmin..
noe prOmised u guys le, but whO noes my granddad's leave me at tis time?
if possible tink gonna ask for extension for my proj ba..


haix.. everythinin tis wOrld is unpredictable....

*reSt in peace*
*u'll alwaYx be in my heart*