sOmetimes i realli hate this stUpid cOcked-up blogger!! made me gotta rewrite my entRy..

i'm suCha freaK!!




misS my frenx [tinGx, linz, wEnd]..

miSs my maltese bitcH..

miSs e saturdays when i can alwayx hang out wif my frenx..

miSs e times when i can sleep thruout e whOle day..

miSs e rOute back from sCh wif wEnd, linz & tingz..



hate ppl to cOntrol my life..

hate ppl to order me to do things..

hate ppl to orGanise activities which i dun like for me...

hate ppl who made me go for my guzheng practices..

hate ppl whO look like a frEak when they make-uP.. Eek!!

hate you wheneva u brOke ur promises..

hate my faMily for bEing so unlovin...

hate mYself for fOrgettin when's e laSt outing wif my whOle faMily.. [5-6 yrs?]

hate mysElf for bEin suCha nuisance..

hate mYself for not bEing musically-taLented..

hatE current life-sTyle... dun like to wOrk on wEekends!!!

hate evErythin of me..

hate mYself for not knowin hOw to swim..

hate her when sHe screams unreasonably at me..

hate him when he sLapped me..

hate her when she's suCha bitCh to me..

hate him when he stEpped out of my life... =(

hate this wOrld for being SO cruel..



many things happened in these few yrs..



gotta praCtise guZheng as hard as i can..

nO more maids to serve me...

sEen e reality of e wOrld..

how despicable a human can be...

mEt many ppl who came in & out of my life...
sO, who're e ones who truly stayed by my siDe..?



aRrgHHH!!!

I"M A SAGITTARIAN!!!!
I WAN MORE FREEDOM!!!!!
LET mE DO E THINGS I TRULY WANT CAN?!!