today i learnt sth abt life..

=things are nOt alwayx in our cOntrol=
=bewaRe of ppl aROund u, for u dunno their real intentions=

quite sad abt toDAy's incident.. i'm actualli optimistic abt e outcOme intialli.. he is always a sOft-hearted man to me.. yet why is he so determined tis time? perhaPs like other ppl say, he has now been under 'control' of other paRty.. noe it's rude to say so.. but why cant he look things in anOther point of view.. i noe he has his own reasOns n i find dem quite loGical if i'm in his shOes.. but if i were him, i'll gif dem one more cHance..

if one day in a few mths later, sOmeone v bO liao came uPon tOday's blog, n e histOry repeats itself again, i've a cLear conscious.. fOr i din make any crude reMarks for sOme1 who doesnt deserve it.. i can swear dat along, i'm onli ventin out my frustration about dxj.. everytime i meet her, i always hOpe she'll change for e better.. but sadly, i'm disappointed.. when i 1st realised her trueself, i'm realli upset.. even if she wanna sue me for slanderin her, i wOnt destroy e evidence.. for e evidences are faCts abt her, wad she did.. tis few mths, many ppl stand on my siDe.. noe i shOuldnt be sayin all tis online.. but aft wad happened today, i feel blOggin is where we realli venture our tots, where we vent out frustration to when no one is there for us.. if U find tis is e place where u can get eviDence to get rid of us, by aLL means. U will get ur retribution..

but i'm gLad dat despite tis incident, e frenx of mine are stROng.. i'm realli proud of dem.. for so many yrs of frenship, tis incident'll make our frenship stronger i hOpe.. cOx thru tis incident, we mayb'll hav a cOmmon thinkin.. *huGx* :i'm juz uPset cOz i realli lookin forward for e day when we perfOrm.. HW, long time realli nv partner wif u le.. dats why quite disappointed n almost cry juz now when u guys apologised to me.. but e moment i turned over n c his face, i dunno how should i feel.. u're right, we shOuld be more careful in bloggin in future.. but tis incident dOesnt mean u hav to stOP bloggin.. wad M said about wad we should do is right.. realli hOpe our frenship wont therefore be drifted away.. if tis is wad e evil one wants, den all e more we shOuldnt let e evil one reach e gOal..

juz now'd a rehearsal fr 8-10pm.. feel it's quite not bad.. keke.. ingRid came back.. long time nv c her le.. miSs her sia.. keke.. de quan oso sacrifice himself skipped his sch rehearsal n turn up for ours tonite.. quite tOuched ba.. n my mei cHoo yan.. e uPcomin performance will be i first one which i'm part of e in-charge.. realli need my frenz n family suPport.. dats y abit sad when HW n J cant take part..however when saw how well e perf gOes, hOw mei chin n jOanne were feelin excited, feelin quite glad.. plus quite few parents asked when n where is e perf.. so tOuched dat they're willin to go support.. noe i've performed for hundreds over time.. but tis time seems like whether izit successful anot cOunts on me.. so quite stressed oso..

tHanx to my guzHeng frenz.. realli tOuched when u guys told me u'll support me on dat day though u guys cant take part in it.. anYone readin tis muz've felt i'm childish.. but to those who noe wad i'm tokin abt, e always-chEerful, happy-go-luCky, appears-no-worries k3xin oso hav her day when she's feelin dOwn.. n simple stuff u guys do can realli determine to hurt or cheer her up.. tOday guess all of us learnt a lesson.. felt i'm abit grown-up le.. =p n oso some1, whOm we all noe who is it, is dOin things which are so childish.. O man, let her be... she's oLd le.. one day he'll need us more than her.. tis are e wOrds which hav been keep me goin on in stayin in e centre.. hOpe u guys share e same tots as i.. lOve u guys lots~